Just Be Me

I wish I didn’t live in a fallen world
I wish I wasn’t jealous of all the other girls
Of her and her – of all the other women
With their lingerie and lace and their pretty pink lipstick
I wish my personality was enough
I wish I didn’t covet all the other junk
I’m exhausted and fractured, even if they don’t see
I’d rather be bold – I want that to be me
Instead, I’m the source of other people’s fun
About that, yeah, I’m pretty much done
I wish this wasn’t the way it had to be
Maybe it doesn’t – maybe one day I can just be me

It’s that higher love
I’ve been dreaming of